Tuesday 4 June 2013

Ink stains

My pen leaks 
black ink
on my fingers,
my pillow.

A spreading stain.
I spit on a tissue
and rub at it,
but the stain remains.

Dark thoughts come
spinning the wheels
in the night,
trying to gain traction.

Part of me enjoying
the dark complexity
I have made - 
asked for perhaps.

Was it enough?

Part of me lost 
and searching.
I lean at the edge 
of the abyss, and peer.

Was it enough?

Faded ink stain a map to nowhere 
on hands already etched 
with the journeys taken
over the span of my years - 
a life's tableaux.

Was it enough?


© Jennifer Phillips (All rights reserved)
© Coated Arms - 2013 Year of Combinations

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