Tuesday, 14 May 2013

Lodestone

Blissful 
Thunderbird riding
a dream 
hurricane of smoke
from the fires
and songs 
of hope 
dropped my heart, 
a sizzling meteorite,
charged with attraction.
So I am soul full
seeking to be empty
in this embrace.


© "Neon Veil" (All rights reserved) 
Log fire © Jennifer Phillips

Monday, 13 May 2013

To melt

"To melt and become as
the living waters.
Running and singing.
A flow of life in
My dreaming."

by William Ricketts
Inscription at William Ricketts Sanctuary © Jennifer Phillips

Sunday, 12 May 2013

Adam's Curse

We sat together at one summer’s end,
That beautiful mild woman, your close friend,
And you and I, and talked of poetry.
I said, ‘A line will take us hours maybe;
Yet if it does not seem a moment’s thought,
Our stitching and unstitching has been naught.
Better go down upon your marrow-bones
And scrub a kitchen pavement, or break stones
Like an old pauper, in all kinds of weather;
For to articulate sweet sounds together
Is to work harder than all these, and yet
Be thought an idler by the noisy set
Of bankers, schoolmasters, and clergymen
The martyrs call the world.’

And thereupon
That beautiful mild woman for whose sake
There’s many a one shall find out all heartache
On finding that her voice is sweet and low
Replied, ‘To be born woman is to know—
Although they do not talk of it at school—
That we must labour to be beautiful.’
I said, ‘It’s certain there is no fine thing
Since Adam’s fall but needs much labouring.
There have been lovers who thought love should be
So much compounded of high courtesy
That they would sigh and quote with learned looks
Precedents out of beautiful old books;
Yet now it seems an idle trade enough.’

We sat grown quiet at the name of love;
We saw the last embers of daylight die,
And in the trembling blue-green of the sky
A moon, worn as if it had been a shell
Washed by time’s waters as they rose and fell
About the stars and broke in days and years.

I had a thought for no one’s but your ears:
That you were beautiful, and that I strove
To love you in the old high way of love;
That it had all seemed happy, and yet we’d grown
As weary-hearted as that hollow moon.

By William Butler Yeats

Friday, 10 May 2013

Antediluvian

The gates broke and I am drowning in the aftermath
It is cold and I am frightened
So this is what loneliness is.
Losing what you love the most.
So what is next?
How long can I float in this endless sea,
in my storming mind?
And I’ll be damned if the sun is not going down.
Ah – the north star.
I find direction
God winks and blinks
and I mark the moment
that the brightest of stars
is snuffed out between God’s fat fingers.
So here I am without land to kneel on,
returning as all life does, to the sea.
Waiting for a little light, a little love, and a large life-jacket.

by "Neon Veil"
Stormy sky over sea © Jennifer Phillips

Wednesday, 8 May 2013

Carnal blessing

In the late watches of the night 
your tongue languidly 
traces my contours 
in carnal blessing.
Wet goosebump tracks gleam 
in moonlight's dim emergent glow 
- we gain momentum - 
a boat on a roiling sea.

Dance dark shadow-plays on the wall, 
sweat rivulets through dusted 
moonlit tongue-tracks
over skins' smooth terrain - 
seeking surrender in my cleft 
- sweet sacrifice - 
Benediction to a god 
of carnal desire.


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Shadow play © Jennifer Phillips